At home it still feels like a family, it's just a little bit more hectic. With te boys being so young the vibe is just a little bit different. And mum wonders why I spend time in my room... it's to get away from the hecticness of it all. Away from screaming kids and that poo smell (even though here you can still smell poo coz the cat just goes wherever he pleases) and that feeling I get when I stand in the living room. Like an 'I don't know what to do now' kind of feeling.
Mum's gunna read this and get the wrong idea of it all, like she usually does. But really, all I'm saying is that it's different here than it is to home. Very... very different.
<3 Jami
P.S I actually have a boyfriend now. O.O His name is Anthony *cough* Boy 1. MHim and I have been friends for two years and this was always coming. He just never made his move. He finally did. And he got me for a christmas present.
Happy Christmas eve!!

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